不再陌生

向你问个好，听你述说自己的近况
三年后的这一天，我突破了
就愿我们不再陌生了

别慌

many steps at a time..

one step at a time..

clear ur mind..

grant me wisdom Lord..

kon lou mee

took a trip down to 'the noodle inn' on hay street for lunch today.. went there specially for kon lou mee hehehehehhee.. i can't believe tat i even brought my camera, wanted to take a photo of the food and post it up.. BUT, by the time the food came.. i forgot bout it.. haha

a lil' incident on the CAT while on the way to hay street.. traumatised? not really.. just felt err ¬_¬"

was wondering this evening, why do i enjoy cooking.. i guess one of the biggest reason would be having the opportunity to come up with something different and creative.. even if it's just a small difference.. it's still different.. being able to experiment, and take the risk of doin' watever u want.. being able to experience changes in tastes, or even the looks.. it's an art tat isn't easily mastered..

but nonsense apart, it helps in destressing.. really.. or at least to me it does..

and oh, can someone help me? to find the 'shut down' button on me? 'sleep' button will do as well..

feeling the breeze

i realize..

i'm really stuck with my final year project.. have no idea wat i can do, wat i'm capable, wat i'll be able to present, how i'll be able to achieve my best..

starting to feel the stress and tiredness.. been fooling around too much.. think i'd need to focus more on my work.. need to spend more time sitting in front of my com and be productive..

need to stay healthy.. life's too short to keep falling sick.. gotta live to enjoy life and not just live in agony and stress..

i wished tat i had a suround sound system in my room.. i wished my room was sound proof.. tat i can just live in the world of sound and not having neighbour down stairs complaining bout music being too loud..

i think i'm just stressed..

need to feel the wind..

恩

为着你和你祈祷
会难过，因你俩都心疼了
嗯，雨过是会天晴的
旁观的我，也只能默默的祈祷

恩典...

距离

三年前的我遇上了你
三年前的你，是那么的任性
三年前的今天，我-伤了你
也伤了自己
对不起..

今天的你我见了面也只有个'嗨, 拜..'
今天的你还好吧?
今天的我，祝你俩幸福快乐
今天的我，解脱了..

bay bugs..

last nite, we had a cell dinner out at northbridge.. and i found out wat bay bugs are..

me: hi, i'm just wondering wat's morton bay bug in actual?
waitress: oh, it's a fish in a shell with mash pototoes with it.. and yea *shrugs*, it's a fish tat has a shell..
me: oh, hmm.. yea, i'll go ahead with the bay bugs..

being adventurous =) someone even ordered crocodile meat..
so i was expecting some bug-ish looking fish.. when it came i felt so doink..

me: oh..

it was crayfish ¬.¬"

not my day..

wat's wrong with being quiet?

just wanna be quiet..

i'm just a human.. i can't fly..

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再一次， 很渺茫.. 听听啊， 好吗?可 以吗?

unglued

Restless and alone
A weary soul has traveled home
What am I to do
In a world without you
I can hardly believe
I turned around and you're gone
All the sweet memories
Of loving you for so long

Sometimes it's hard
Most times I cry
But God holds this heart of mine
He feels the pain inside

Broken and undone
You're were the one we counted on
You taught us how to say
I love you
Then you showed us how to pray
I don't want to believe
I turned around and you're gone
All the sweet memories
Of loving you for so long

Sometimes it's hard
Most times I cry
But God holds this heart of mine
And He heals the pain I hide

Sometimes it's hard
Most times I cry
But God knows this heart of mine
He feels the pain inside

-Tait :: Unglued-

悬崖

总无法说服你
我，终究无法理解
面前的悬崖深得很

overcoming

i've always had this fear of carrying babies or young kids.. there's always this picture at the back of my mind tat they'll fall out of my arms and crack their head or something close to tat..

it was quite chilly inside the lecture theatre today during service, and i needed to go to the loo towards the end of the service coz i drank quite a lot of water (been feeling like about to fall sick for the past few days..) but service was so PACKED tat quite a number of us had to sit at the aisle, and it seemed quite impolite to just stand up and walk out of the hall so i waited.. when the service ended, i went straight out off the door and headed towards the toilet..

and there he was - little johnny standing outside.. and at the moment he saw me running, he started to run as well as if i were playing a game with him.. further and further he ran, away from the crowd.. so i stopped and called out to him, 'hey johnny.. where are u going?' he stopped and said 'i'm looking for christine (his elder sis)..' he seemed lost.. so i held my hand out for him to grab hold of and said 'come, go go will bring u to mummy..'

he stood there and looked at me.. and i thought he would have just turn from me and ran back to where the crowd was.. instead, he held his two hands out.. and i froze (i'm to carry him????) well, here we go.. so i lifted him up and expected the worst.. as naughty as he can be, he stayed quietly in my arms.. and we went around looking for the mum..

managed to find the mum and passed him back over to her.. 'bye johnny, be good ok?' i said and he waved good bye.. he's cute =) and oh, of course i headed back to the toilet.. well, wasn't tat bad after all.. but oh, it's no joke to carry a kid for more than 5mins.. they ain't tat light..

funny or silly?

was walking into the ELT1 during tuesday afternoon for PED lecture.. and when me and san turned into the lecture, guess who we saw in front of us?? --> iddy

so u know there's the usual hi and all that..

san: hi iddy..
me: hey iddy, why u're looking so bored and tired??
iddy: (turns to san with the homer look) the moment i saw u, it got worse..
san: so mean~~ T_T
me: aww iddy, tat was mean..
iddy: (turns to me) the moment i saw u, it got better..
me: errr..

it just didn't sound rite.. hahaa.. but we all know he was just being silly..

anywayyyyyy.. just another thought.. am i funny or silly?? hmm..

survey..

who here thinks they're able to multitask well?

for example: u're happily typing an email and chatting with a fren.. and in comes a call.. wat more, ur housemate comes knocking on ur bedroom door asking "jon, where's the can opener ah?".. and Sam goes squeeking for food..

well, this didn't happen.. was just trying to make things sound frustrating hehe.. i know i'd get really annoyed.. and i won't be able to chat with the fren online and the person on the phone at the same time.. brain just blocks out u know wat i mean.. ok ok, i can't multitaskkkk..

on the other note, u know how lecturers really hate it when someone's phone goes off during the lecture? those who're having john dell as their lecturer would have know he'd ask u to share the conversation with the whole class.. well, today during my 9am lecture, someone's phone started ringing.. and it was john dell who was lecturing.. and i went, oh no.. someone's gonna get it real bad.. and it turns out, tat it was the lecturer's own phone.. think he got quite embarrased.. then again, everyone's imperfect/unperfect? not perfect..

weather's killing me.. been showering average 4 times a day lately.. and u know wat, 5mins after a shower.. u start perspiring like mad again.. grrr.. when will winter come?